Faith, Life, Missions, Music

I Will Trust In You


I  love the time I get in my car while driving to work. Listening to Music is theraputic for me, especially to worship music as I am driving in my car. It is just me, the music and the Lord. He calms my fears. This morning as I was driving I was thinking about my upcoming missions trip, actually worried about whether or not I would meet my fundraising goal.

The song I was listening to was I Will Trust In You by Alynthia Lewis  when I was reminded that “Faith is the reality of what we hope for, the proof of what we don’t see.”  Just because I don’t see God moving, it doesn’t mean that He is not working. He is always at work behind the scene.  All you need right now is have faith like a mustard seed. Trust Him, Believe Him for He does not lie. When He says He will do something He will. When He ask you to do something, you must be obedient and do it. Let doubt have no place in your heart and mind. If you begin to doubt stop and remember just who God is.

He is changing your heart. You no longer are the selfish person you once use to be. Your thinking is no longer I, but us and we. You were created to move with me. Now that the scales are falling off you are starting to see the plan for what it is. Your heart is being formed like mine. I’m breaking up the shallow ground and replacing your heart of stone. I’ve put my heart in you, so you feel as I feel, you move as I move.

Your trust in me will run deep, from you shall flow rivers of living water. I will give you the words to speak when you are speechless. I am your God in whom you trust.

Here is another song in regards to trust.

Faith, Life


I feel like a battle has been raging. Feeling drained both physically and emotionally. Getting to bed and waking up is difficult. Feels like I’m being tugged in every direction emotionally. The peace that I long for can’t seem to be found at home or even work.

Lord I need you. I’m not able to write, I find communicating even harder right now.  Parts of me would love to just run and hide, but I know that’s not the answer. So I wait. Maybe its alone time that I need. Time with the Lord so he can put things into perspective. Praying is even hard. It seems as if I am just watching myself and nothing is being done. Help me Lord.  I feel lost, stranded. Don’t leave me here.  Lord come and rescue me for if you don’t I will die right here. Save me from all these attacks. Save me from the turmoil that rages within my soul. Rescue me from myself so that your Spirit may reign in me and I will no longer fight with this body of flesh. It deceives me. Lord you are my strength my strong tower, on you I can depend. So I will wait until I’m able to mount up with wings like an eagle and soar. That is what I will do. I will wait upon the Lord for this too shall past. This test like the others shall change me and build character . All Me for Him.